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Ðimpoverished€people,€and€yet€at€the€same€time€I€detect€an€unHoly€amount€ofÏrampant€greed.€€No€matter€how€you€write€about€it€or€observe€it.€€Well,€need€I€sayÏanymore?€€Really?€€What€kind€of€answer€do€you€come€up€with,€when€addressingÏthe€inherent€questions€in€my€assertions?€€Every€time€there€is€a€truthful€answer€to€myÏqueries,€the€answer€seems€to€be€swayed€or€twisted€up€with€an€epidemic€that€IÏwitness€on€a€daily€basis!€€Greed!€€I'm€not€sure€but€the€response€is€always€greed,Ïsimply€greed.€€Everywhere,€anywhere€that€someone€who€believes€he€or€she€hasÏenough€power€to€get€anything€and€even€things€that€are€not€necessities.€€We€are€allÏthe€same.€€To€an€extent.€€In€terms€of€needs.€€Yet€it€does€depend€on€a€given€person'sÏgiven€value€system€and€moral€compass,€or€does€it€depend€on€how€many€"behinds"€Ïa€given€person€kisses,€is€that€what€it's€all€about?€€Shame!€€Is€this€how€you€goÏthrough€life€getting€what€you€need€and/or€want?€€The€Greed€factor?!?!€€ÌÌWhy€can't€we€understand€that€what€we€do€and€what€we€say€to€others€does€make€aÏlarge€difference€in€people's€lives?€€You€see,€we€all€want€what€we€all€identify€asÏimportant€in€our€lives,€to€make€our€living,€to€make€it€complete,€but€what€is€thisÏobsession€I€see€all€around€me,€the€obsession€with€power€and€greed?€€€Which€noneÏof€us€need.€€This€is€such€a€bad€idea,€yet€it€seems€that€so€many€of€us€have€all€boughtÏinto€it.€€Unfortunately€we€can't€go€back€it€time,€on€solid€ground€when€things€feltÏmore€secure€and€thus,€safer€with€one's€self€(at€least€until€the€next€Ô€»G»»»Ü_Ôò 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—-ç(% ЇWhether€good€or€bad,€these€diverse€responses€to€me€selling€the€paper,€it€was€all€inÏthe€mix€of€giddy€and€grumpy€human€emotion€stew!€€Awesome!€€Anyway,€myÏgeneral€feeling€is€of€total€gratitude€to€any€and€all€who€patronize€the€paper€fromÏwhatever€vendor€is€selling.€€Thank€you!€€But€one€of€my€greatest€enjoyments€is€toÏmake€people€laugh.€€I€think€I'm€reasonably€good€at€this,€and€it€fills€me€with€aÏspecial€warmth€and€glow€to€see€the€chuckles,€guffaws€and€smiles€all€around,€when€IÏam€successful€in€getting€a€mirthful€reaction€.€.€.whatever€else€it€breaks€the€ice,€a€bit,Ïand€some€of€these€really€tense€types€that€go€by€me,€well,€they€can€use€a€littleÏhumour,€don't€you€think?ÌÌIt's€great€to€see€the€paper€still€in€circulation,€even€though€lately,€I€wonder.€€We€at€theÏpaper€are€continually€holding€on€by€our€fingernails,€that€is€on€a€Ô€»G»»»Ü_Ôò òòògood€Ô€»Ü_»»»GÔó óóóday!€€IÐ Ù)  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